yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, January 28, 2008

I may look so hyped-up,
happy,no worries when i'm with my
friends coz ey cheered me up.
but deep down do you know how i'm
feeling.i'm living in fear.
i scared that what i fear of will come true.
everynight i slept with fear,thinking what
will happen tmrw.i don't know what's gonna
happen the next day.it may be worst.
fcuk,i hate this kind of feelings.
i'm not a person who shows a glum face
when i've gt a prob.i'm still my self when
there's people arnd me.but when ey're gone
the crying scene started again and again.
i sounded as if i'm acting but the fact is i;m not.
i kept my troubles away from my frens.
i don't like troubling my frens with my probs.
no matter what i have to be strong and face
the outcome.

*thanks fiq and friends.:D<3

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Looks like things seriously getting out
of hand.getting worst.
i can only see,hear but can't do anything.
thanks to u,fcuking whore who tried to
destroy everything.you may destroy yours
but not mine.ey mean so much to me.
its thanks to you that everything became
like this.fcuking whore,give me back
the happiness that we use to have.
ey fought because of you.
and if not for hym who also tried to have a fling,
things would'nt turn out like this.
thanks so much for all this.
no one could feel how i feel.
I HATE YOU & YOU.
K,NO MOOD.
bye.;[

Labels:god,only u cn help.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, January 26, 2008

`Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love.
Love risks degenerating into obsession,
friendship is never anything but sharing.

the closeness and the bonding of our friendship
is not like before.how i wish we all could be like
last tyme.if i could change the clock back,
i would like our friendship to be as close like before.
i miss those tymes when we laugh,eat and share our
problems together.we're alwaes together no matter
what happens.could'nt ya all notice the difference now?
we're all like can't be bothered and is busy with our own
stuffs.don't ya all miss being so close together.
well,i miss it alooooooooot.;[

okay enough of it.
saturday turns out so boring for me
as no one dated me out tdy.
so as usual,i'm gonna rot at hme
like nobody business.
if not for "B" who keeps pestering
me to blog,i'll nvr blog.
as u know i'm plain lazyyyyyyyyy.
byeeeeeeeee!

Lables:i miss twontwo like aloooot.;[

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Friday, January 25, 2008

itsssssssssss YOU!

& yes i'm a failure when it comes to love.

i don't know how to appreciate someone who

loves me deeply.so whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

i know i know i've not been updating

for 2 days.been very lazy.

its good enough that i'm blogging now.

anyway my blog seems dead so what's the point

of me blogging.the past two days was filled with

laughters,thanks to my classmates.

O's results was out yesterday.

congrats to those who passed.

i can't wait for my turn.

*feeling a little excited plus nervous*

i wonder how i'll do for my N's when i keep

talking and laughing in class.

in order for me to do well,i guess i'll

have to talk less and pay attention more.:D

Lables:talk to me,please?

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

HAPPY 16TH BDAY RYAN!

i hpe u like the card that i gave you.

may our friendship last forever.<3

& not forgetting,

HAPPY 9TH AND 14TH BDAY TO

DEANNA AND DANY!

may u both be happy always.

don't be naughty and study hard.

make our parents proud.haha.

i'll always love you both.:D

my tears roll down my face

as i was reading fiqah's blog.

seriously what u said is true.

its like he just woke up from a coma and

not remembering anything about us.

he sat beside us but did'nt even utter a word.

even if u said "hello"it'll be good enough.

but not uttering a word to us is heartbreaking.

i don't know what's got into you.

its such a dissapointment.

i just hope god will wake you up and realise what

you've done.

we miss you so much.

and you will alwaes welcome to talk

to us.<3

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, January 21, 2008

I'm a bracey girl!haha.

school was okay.

alot of "photo-taking-session."

suhaili will alwaes make me

laugh with his stupid jokes

and his flirting with syakila.

i swear i'll never get tired listening

to your jokes.:D

after school was a bit rushing as

i got an appointment for braces at 2.30pm.

luckily i manage to get there in time.

thanks to izyani and atikah for accompany me.

i appreciate it alot.

no more greeny bracey.

change it to blueee.

after i'm done with the bracey thingy,

went for late lunch and den went off to clark quay.

slack and hang arnd a while.

and went off at 6pm.

eventough i was tired,i'm sure i had fun just now.

thanks girls.:]

gosh,its ryan & siblings bday tomorrow.

& i've yet to get anything for em.

*damm it.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, January 20, 2008

`choosing to forget, choosing to forgive

choosing of letting things go; of letting you go

choosing to move on, choosing of losing

you choosing because its to act

and not to react.

Sunday as it says.

its suppose to be a family day.

but where are they.

mum and dad bz werkin.

siblings bz playing.

& i'm all left out.

i guess this is the family day?

"what a happy sunday."

i woke up very early today.

i don't know why.

my eyes just could'nt get to sleep.

wanting to sleep but i just can't.

the moment i close my eyes,i felt restless.

been having mood swing lately.

i seriously don't know what's wrong with me lately.

i tend to get jealous easily.

i cried over a small issue.

sometymes i get too sensitive.

and i guess my brain isn't functioning

that well because even how hard i listen in

class i don't seem to understand a thing.haha.

i'm not crazy.okay,i need a break.

i feel stress whenever i tink of N'level.

i just hope i'll be okay after a while.

school tmrw,sheesh.:]

& diana,don't play hide and

seek in msn okay?haha.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

special thanks to naqiah & jija.
ey're alwaes there whenever i'm down & need
a shoulder to cry on.ey're the one who cared &
alwaes asking how am i.i'm touched by the care
and concern you both show me.<3

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I don't know how to react .
I don't know what to do.
all those fightings is killing my ears.
i gonna go crazy it this goes on.
its better not hearing or see anything.
i just want everything to be ok and be happy
like it use too.
i just gotta ignore and concentrate
on my studies.

`i miss having one.
i miss loving someone deeply.
i miss the care and concern.
but i know its meaningless when it
keeps hurting.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Friday, January 18, 2008

Won't be blogging much.
been bz lately.
take care.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, January 17, 2008

I could'nt hang on anymore.
i don't know what this feelings means.
maybe i be better off this way.:[

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

It sucks whenever we bump into each other
and we don't talk.
there's just some kind of akward feeling
whenever i look into your eyes.
you will always be a friend of mine.
i miss you,friend.
In fact all my friends misses you too.
we just want to see you happy.
takecare okay.:]

*oh eyebegs[i spell it ryte,bitch]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, January 14, 2008

i wanna own a voice like jaclyn victor.
i'm seriously falling in love with her vocals.
how i wish i had vocals like her.
eventough it sounds kinda over to some of you,
its nice.one of the best vocals i ever heard.
"gemilang "is one of her best songs that i fall in love
with thanks to fiqah.
we've been singing that song throughout our
journey to hougang mall & all the way hme.
we did'nt know the lyrics that much so we keep
repeating the same lyrics over and over again.LOL.
and now i'm stuck to this song.

as usual,monday isn't a good day to start with.
everyone goes to sch with a tired looking face
maths is killing me as i dun understand anything.
my brain goes Blank when it comes to maths.
my friends should know that.
enough about sch.

*some questions that was asked;
1)Do u still like me?
2)Do i still stand a chance?
i'm speechless whenever all those
questions came up frm your mouth coz
i could'nt answer.
its been a loooong tyme.
i guess i forgotten all about it.
my heart is dead.
its locked.
i just could'nt find the key.
your not the ryte key,i guess.
your key is rusty.
its too old.
i need a change.
a new one,perhaps.
i'm sorry.

Lables:You don't understand even how
hard you tried too.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

i woke up with a sepet eyes.

thanks to you BOTH.

it ain't the same anymore.

things getting out of hand.

getting worse.

i did'nt know what to do.

i just broke down.

i felt so useless.

i can't do anything to make things okay.

fights & arguement might be normal.

but this tyme it became my worse nightmare.

i wonder when is this gonna end.

please dad & mom.

stop all this stupid idiotic fights.

why can't our family be a loving one?

we nid you both.

seriously i hate this.

God,help me please.;[

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Cca orientation was okayy
though i was half-asleep.
ahahahah.pardon me la.
coz i'm very sleepy.
went off arnd 11am to meet hairi.
sit and chated under my block.
& went off arnd 2.

had to went hme to get redy to meet
fiqah,nabilah and ct.
went to orchard to buy our art stuff.
we saw a total of 18"MISS LITTLE" tees.
like wth?ahhahahah.so yerterday.
btw,cheer up kay fiq?.:]
okay la.
wanna sleep.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Lables:woahhh,imy.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Friday, January 11, 2008

`Butterflies.

Suddenly I get this feeling
My mind draws a blank
My hands are slightly shaking
My heart begins to race

I feel like I'm losing control
I'm nervous inside and out
I have an unexplainable feeling
I wish I could figure this out

These butterflies inside of me
Keep fluttering all throughout
I thought they were gone for good
I didn't know they could come out
It must be the way

You get to me like you do
The way you make me feel
The way I miss you like you do.

*its kinda weird to meet ur ex-love &
talk to him ryte?nervous.;]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, January 10, 2008

`when the music starts to play,i sway.

My classroom sounded like a fishmarket just now

thanks to some naughty boys who just love to

irriatate the teachers.

i was pissed off with some old bitch just now in class.

"no comments please"urghhhhh.

u seriously pissed me off.thanks ehh.

practice went fine tdy.

the sec1 was watching us dancing as if ey're gonna

eat us up.haha.

contemp MAOT!ahhahahahah.

okay la.

i know my post is always short.

tts because there's nth much to blog about.

ya get it?

& fiqah,THANKS EHHH!LOL.

byeeeeeeeeee.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

I woke up feeling very weak.
i could hardly open up my eyes.
i could barely walk,feeling giddy all over.
and so i told mum i don't want to go
to school.
& all i did tdy was resting on my bed.
bed-ridden for a day.haha.
will be having prac again tmrw.
all the best fellow dancers.hehs.
oryte,byeeeeeeeee!:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

`mariah carey;without you.

No I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow showsYes it shows
No I cant forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now its only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give anymore
I cant liveIf living is without you
I cant giveI cant give anymore

Well I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows


I cant live
If living is without you
I cant liveI cant give any more
I cant live
If living is without you
I cant give
I cant give anymore

This song been playing in my mind
since yesterday.
the lyrics is meaningful
i noe u may say this is an old song,dania.
haha.but i just love this song.
its nice to listen yaw.
okay listen ehhh.

I'll always be there wen u need
me & will alwaes make you smile,BABY.
hpe ya feeling better now.
rest well.<3

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, January 7, 2008

`How i wish life is as easy as blowing bubbles.

No matter how u like it or not,life is very unpredictable.
u may die a min after reading this post or sooner ltr.
haha,i'm not tryin to scare u guys
off but its just the fact,aye?

so tdy my day started off with an enjoyable P.E
lesson.as usual i'm always the LAST one.
took height & weight[Close eyes].
yes yes so what if it gone up?i'm sure to make it go
down SOON!.oh gawd,help me.haha.
art is driving me crazy but somehow i can't wait to
get my hands on my coursework.

had mly dance prac just now.
luckily i manage to catch up with the steps.
the step was fun.i'm lovin this new
instructor.get it ryte not Love him but the steps
that he teaches us.its cool ya noe.
will be having another prac tmrw so will
be bck late.
& tdy is all about orchard.
thanks to the sec2 girls.HAHA!
kay byeeeeeeee!:]

Labels:somehow when i tink of u,i started to miss you.;[

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Having a relationship is way to difficult for me
to handle at tis point of age.
& i'm glad those relationship that we had is over.
how i wish relationships are easy to handle.
its sad to see break-ups happening among our friends.
that is why we must treasure the one we love the most.
its just a random post yaw.
idk why i just think of this & decided to post it.
somehow i tink i better be off single than having a relationship
when i'm so fickle minded.
Love is a sweet thang but somehow it may hurt us at tymes.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, January 5, 2008

B,I LOVE YOU!
MAY WE LAST LOOOOOOOONG.
EVENTOUGH U FLIRT ALOT,I STILL LOVE YOU!
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

went out with maii yesterday.

was bck quite late&gt nagg by mum.

i have my limits la.i noe i've been bck late everyday

during hols.tis shall be the last yaw?sorry,mum.

thanks for yesterdae maii.<3

i can barely walk.

my leg n ankle hurts like hell.

i wonder if i cn manage on monday with the practices

and P.E.oh god,make me better.

i hpe i'll get better by monday.

okay gotta rest.

byeeeeeeeeeeeee!:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, January 3, 2008

i'm HALF-DEAD!
i guess the rest of the dancers too.
so tdy had mly dance after sch.
a change in instructor.
he was 21 years old & was okay.
he's step was quite challenging but who cares,
it was fun tough i'm half-dead.
i'm looking forward for further practices.hehs.
okayy byeeeeeeeeee!
too tired.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Yawns*
i woke up at 3am as i could'nt sleep.
idk why i just can't get ta sleep.
so bath at 5.50am & get redy to sch.
was kinda nervous at first but was okay.
luckily i manage to get to sch in tyme.
friends turn me on.
crap alot in class just now.
sch was okay tdy though it was booring due to the
talk on dicipline and stuffs.but it was for our own good,yeah?
haha.bcoz of the talk we had late recess at 11.30pm.wth.
my butt & leg was cramp.grrrrrrr.
will be bck late tmrw coz there's mly dance.
can't waitt*
i was too tired so i just went hme after sch.
oryte i better get some sleep yea.
tc fellow readers.:]

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!:]

no more 2007 okay.

hpefully 2008 will be much much better.

so yesterdae countdown at esp was fun.

it was jam pack over there.

the best part was wen there's fireworks.

everything was okay except for the part

wen the people was pushing each other due to the jam.

i seriously hate those bangla's who's hands are so ichy

that ey have to touch girls.i was shouting like one

small girl because that bangla's hand was on me.

i felt like cryin.LOL.

gahh,i'm nt gg to esp for countdown animore.

SCARY*.haha.

& tdy i went hg mall to meet fiq to buy my sch shoes

and water bottle.

it was a last min plan la as i have'nt yet bought

my sch shoes.i dun like my sch shoes to be

expensive coz it hurts me wen it tears

or dirty.haha.

so i bought the $20 type of shoes.not the one with shoe

lace but the one that u cn strip strap,LOL.

my friend should noe y i nvr wear shoes that have shoe lace

coz i don't noe how to tie.so dun ask why yaw.

i can't believe that tmrw sch re-open.

i'm still in the holiday mood.

like what diana said to me "school blues"haha.

looks like i have to sleep early frm now on.

oryte gtg.

mum said lights gotta be off by 10pm

gahh goodbye!

& to the sec ones who's coming to my sch,

happy schlling!

Lables:crushed.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

♥Dania Darwisyah.
Call me,Baby D!
I'm still wet behind the ears eventhough i'm turning 18.
Appreciates Photography.
Music is universal.
Gazing at the stars chase away all my troubles.
Having a beau is so secondary to everything else that is so much important in life.
I have an amazing rattling voice,for when i sing it could make you melt.
Just so you know,i'm a girl with so much talents yet with so little confidence.:]

SHOUTOUT;

"Let Time Decides Fate."

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