♥& No one said waiting was easy.

Monday, March 31, 2008

`sushi crazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I'm very very full.

went ta compass ta eat sakae sushi.

woahhhhh,damm nice la.

believe it or not,i did'nt eat from morning

till 7.30pm just ta save my stomatch

for the sushi.hehs.

thanks mom for the treat!

love ya.:D

had tuition today but nothing

seems ta go into my head

as i was restless.idk why.

maybe i'm too tired.-_-.

guess waaad,i slept at 3am yesterday

talking on the phone with ain,zambri,

ayim and hafiz.it was fun tough i was

tired.hehs.

i guess i gotta sleep now.
schooling tmrw!

bye.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, March 30, 2008

`i try ta pierce into her eyes

drown myself into her painful lies

she dance and sings pretty well

her pretence melts when her tears fell

a tiny heart bleed her alive

every night she wish for then ta stop rising

the clock strike night

she began ta listen well

she waited for the hearts ta break

while her cries she sunk deep

glasses break,screaming birth,painful words

down deep into her blanket

she scream for quit,she was not heard

she prayed for god,she had to wait a little longer

she wanted to run,she is charmed for her blood

she go unconcious to rest her body

a pain linger and hurt her eyes

the next thing she knew,

she never manage ta say GoodBye.

A poem written by siti suhaidah ta me.

its about what i'm going through rite now.

thanks babe.

bye.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, March 29, 2008

`You might already forget my existence.

such a boring day ta start with.
lessons sucks like always.
grrrrr.
i can't stop laughing everytyme
thakib crack a joke.
he said he wants to have 16 childrens.
syakila and i can't stop laughing.
we asked:so how are u going to travel
ta places with ur 16 childrens?
he said:I buy mini bus la den can drive em
arnd in my mini bus!his expression really
make us laugh non-stop.HAHAHAHA!
actually he was just kidding la.hehs.
i went home straight afta school.
was bored and invited naqq
over ta my house.we karaoke and
crapped alooot.thanks for
accompany me sister.<3

*i looked at the date.
and memories rewind.
i don't wanna think bout it
but its always like this whenever
it turns 28.to think back its stupid ta
think bout it coz every single
memories is so yesterday.its OVER.
so i don't see why i should even think
bout it.gahh,i hate this stupid feelings.
i bet i'll nvr getta straighten out my thinking.
i don't even know what i want.
i've no time for all this shitts.
fuck.

Bye.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Friday, March 28, 2008

`I take u back,u take me back.

rise and shine i have ta

wake up for school.

damm,the feeling of waking

up early in da morning really

sucks.i bet all the students

felt liddat ryte?LOL.

oryte,had malay oral taday.

i think i did okay.*Confident*

ahahahahah.i did not make any

mistakes when i'm reading.

woahh,best.hehs.

met up with naqq and izyani

and companied em for

dance practice near my block.

Farid seriously make a fool

of himself.he played soccer and

fell down like nangka busuk.

i can't stop laughing.HAHA!

i guess i have ta be determine

in order ta achive my wish.

Big Big wish of mine.

come on dania,u CAN do it!

bye buddies.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, March 27, 2008

`The way we use ta be.

i don't feel good and i

think i need a day off from school

ta relax my mind.
obviously,i did'nt went ta school.

woke up.

went ta meet my bitches outside

school and headed ta geylang ta

return da clothes.

had my late breakfast plus lunch

there.walau,wrong choice of food.

seriously not nice la.grrrrr.

headed straight ta hougang afta

eating as syakila and me will

be having tuition there.

settle down somewhere in da mall.
i did'nt really seem ta be concentrating
just now just because my stomatch

is giving me problem.nak berak la.tts why.
ahhhh,i finally finish reading my novel.
and now i have no book ta read.
i think i'm starting ta get addicted ta

novels.shall go ta the library soon.:D

seriouslyPeriod sucks la.

Die Die must achieve my wish.

I DON'T CARE.

pssst,I love you my skinny Baby.

Byeeeeeeeee.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

`i have ta be strong.

photo-taking with the girls
was fun.we enjoyed it alot.
did a light make-ups as told
by teacher.changing time was
farnie.yaya,dun laugh at me
please.LOL.
pictures tmrw aite.
smth wrong with the photo
uploader.grrrrrrrrr

there's something that i just gotta
let out.maybe after letting it
out i felt much betta.
imma type of person who
does'nt really shows that i'm sad
or having a problem.My friends
see me as a cheerful,lively and
problems-free person.they don't
know what i'm going through .
seriously,i had enough of hearing
and seeing.i tried ta ignore everything
but i just can't.i can't possibly close
my eyes and hoping when i open my
eyes everything will turn out okay.
i have ta face everything myself.
i tried ta be strong.i look strong
but i'm not.i;m just putting on an
act,i hid it aside.i dunwanna let
people know.only my close friends
know what i'm going through.
Like fiqah said"u gotta be strong.we'll
be here for you,dania."i'm seriously
touched by what u said earlier on.
only god can help me.
i seriously had enough.
i could'nt hang on any longer if this continues.
i'm gonna be like one crazy girl soon.
Allah,u gotta help me.

bye.
not going school.
no mood.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

`Get upclose and personal with me?

booooooo-hooooooo

i love love love today as i hit less

than 6mins for recess run.wuhuuuu!

thanks lela for pulling me while running.

i did'nt really concentrate during lesson

today as i was very very busy reading

my malay novel.woahhhh,damm best

la the novel.seriously its fcuking

touching."Love again!"sigh*haha.

after school went ta geylang ta rent

malay dance costumes for

tmrw photo-taking session.^-^

had my first meal there.FER REAL!ahahahahahahhaha.

i'm trying my best here ta make

one of my wishlist come true.

i really wanted it badly.

Allah,guide me along please.:D

okay bye!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, March 24, 2008

`I'd like to run away From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ..I would die.

eh who who who?
blahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
sunday,as usual.
i'll be staying at home.
relax and get prepared for
school tmrw.school again,SIGH*
i'm seriously getting tired of school
but too bad i have ta.study mayn.
having tuition ltr on.feeling a lil
lazy ta have tuition but somehow
i feel good after tuition as i understands
everything.
diana,can i dateeeeeee you on this coming
saturday,please.

*I can't stop staring at you coz ya HOT.

byeeeeeeeeeee.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, March 23, 2008

there's a last min plan just now.
ayim asked me along ta cp ta hang out
at starbucks with zam and hafiz.
was bored and so i went.asked cousin
along.crapped alooooot.
damm,they're funny people.niceee.
lucky thang someone asked me
out ta hang arnd or else i'll
be stuck at home.grrrrrrr.
oryte gotta read up the novel
that i borrowed just now.

thanks zam for the lolli.
much appreciated.:D

bye.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

`How i wish i could spent the rest of
my lifetime with you.
how too when i don't even know
who's the you.LOL.

I'm very very bored.
its saturday and i'm not going out.
wahh,fer real?
ahhhhhhhh,boring.
everyone's seems so busy with stuffs.
My baby is sick.
poor thing.
get well soon b!
love ya.

I'm having ulcer under my tounge.
and it hurts like %^$^#%^^&.Fcuk.

bye ah!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, March 22, 2008

`You don't deserve someone like me.

A cousin of mine from malaysia came

over ta my house yesterday.its been a

long time since she last went here.

went ta uncle's house for kenduri today

and went off ta bugis as cousin been

wanting ta go there.bought a watch

for myself.after much thinking,i

decided ta pierce my ear.like at last.

i've been wanting too but i'm scared.

i don't know what makes me suddenly

wanting ta get my ear pierce taday.

thanks cousin for paying it for me.

much love.

oh oh,finally i get ta see the

guy whom i had a crush on when

i was in sec1.woahhh,getting hotter.

Melts*

[Diana,don't mention name ah!haha.]

Ouch!Your words yesterday somehow hurt

me.Now,lets see if you find me if

i don't.boy,watch your words please.

bye!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, March 20, 2008

`coz we don't live in happy ending movies.

it break my heart ta see you like this,mum.
come on,why shed tears and make yourself
in this state because of someone who brokes
your heart again and again.i know how it feels
but you have ta be strong.your kids still
need you.i know it hurts you alot.i can't help
you coz i don;t know what ta do.i have ta stay
out of it.no matter what i'm always here for u.

much love,Dania.

*tears rolled down my face each time
this happens.i told myself"Be strong".

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

`Question Asked:Love hurts?
*stupid one.

i guess what's that cheeky fiq told
me is ryte.as said,what's the point of
blogging everyday when it is always
about the same thang.but i'm used ta
it.i felt a lil worried whenever i did'nt
blog for a day tough its a short post.hahs.
here's something that she shared it
with me.its meaningful.

♀ ηуlα аρρlесаѕт ♀ says:
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart.

okay,bye!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

HAPPY 16TH BDAY,bitch.hehs.
may u be happy always.
study hard.
best wishes from me,dania.

uhuh.i went to school just now.
yes,i'm very lazy but i had too.
i don't wanna miss any lessons.
i can't afford too.
its the start of Term2.
i have to be more dilligent and start
to study in oder ta achive ma goal.
*chey speaking*LOL.

literature lesson was the best.

diana and syakila was very irritating

as they keep laughing non-stop.

diana :"tak pinjam dari library lagik nmpk."

syakila:"sial la kau!HAHAHAHAHAAH."

dania:"HAHAHAHAH.[Laughing like hell.]

i tell you,i'll nvr be able ta study with em

sitting beside me.till the teacher asked me

"dania,do you want ta shift to aniwer else?"

the best part is when i took the paper

that diana was playing with and crunch it.

she goes"OI!DANIAAAAAAAAAAA"

ahahaahhaha.oh kering,noisy la you.LOL.

see,friends do brighten up my day.

i was shock that somehow i was so
focus in all lessons tday.i did my maths
hmwk.i did the english journal that i was
asked to do.Now den i noe wads the feeling
like when you've done what ur teacher asked
you ta do and when u understand everything.
its feels oh so gooooooooood.its like
your free and nid not worry bout a thing.
i'm just hoping ta pass my N'Level.
come on,give me some support!:)

i'm loving every session of tuition.
alahh tution today was canceled.grrr

fiqah,BERAK ke?LOL.
byeeeeeee!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, March 17, 2008

`I'll always love you.
hey wait a minute,WHO?

i'm still feeling very very tired.
obviously i'm not redy at all for
school.such a short break.
lucky thang this coming friday is
good friday and so there's no school.
so today,had tution.finished up
my maths holiday homework and
do some research on my art.
i'm not done yet with my art.thank god
the timetable changed.art lessons will be
every thursday and friday.*lucky*
i'm dead,i did'nt do almost all of my hols
hmwk except maths.oh wadeva,all of us
could'nt be bothered anymore.ryte Fiqah?
i had enough of all this homeworks.
really pissed me off.grrrrrrrrrrr.

byee cibai!hehs

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, March 16, 2008