Friday, July 31, 2009
TGIF!it feels good during the weekends
because i'll get to sleep longer hours,
online till dawn,hang out with my friends.
i'll get to do whatever i like.
Met up with my Lil Mummaye and off
to city hall as her initial plan was to highlight
her hair.But last minute changes she decided
not to.Tsk,gatal punya Tulang!Lol!
off to town and finally i did extensions on my
hair.feel so weird.i'll add more off it soon cause
i think its not thick enough.$$$$$.HAHA!
i love every of or met-ups because i just
can't stop making up lame jokes that doesn't
makes sense and making up stupid names.
such as "D'Bin" which is "Dustbin?"
I know *not funny*.HAHA!
Don't judge my Lil mummaye by her size,
she may be small but she LOVES bullying
this Baby D of hers.still,I love her very much.
Thanks for the day Lil Mummaye.(Tulang!):D
So Baby D,What's Tmrw's Plan?
Stay Tune...............!*winks* heh.
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Happy 17th Birthday dearest BabyGirl!I hope you like the oreo cheesecake that
i made.we'll hang out soon,bitch.
I love you so much!Mwahs.:D
"Besties FOREVER! (LOL!)"
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Boo-hoo!
its been quite some time since i last blog due to my hectic schedule and been busy spending time with my family.everything's fine.I'm doing good,i'm still alive and still kickin.Lol!
I've lots of photos to post but somehow
blogger is being a bitch right now.pfft.
anyway,picnic with the family and the rest last sunday was fun.its been a loooooong time since we had a family gathering and picnic is a good choice.
we played "dog&bone" and "sandcastle
competition".sadly,the competition was a draw.haha! Sunday is not a bad day,afterall!
*pictures up in my Facebook!*
Goodnight!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I drifted away but I couldn't staycuz a bitter love and hint of fear
I'm trying to say
If I were you
I wouldnt be here
If I were you
I would stay right where you are
I wouldnt come near this broken heart
just turn around and leave here
and find someone that wont hurt you
make sure she still believes in love
cuz my heart has given up
If I were you
I wouldnt be here
I try to protect you
from the lies that your heart tells
even though it says that it wants me.
all I see is pain and misery
seasons may change
but I cant forget the days of old
my heart ache when he went away
said Id never love again.
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, July 20, 2009
I was touched reading the post at my Al-babs blog.they're there for me through good and bad times.they cared for me when i'm sad and cried.they're there to listen to my never-ending problems."it hurts me too seeing you being the most foolish state ever. I've never seen you stooping any lower for a guy. And I've never seen you crying in front of me for a guy? Now brace yourself up darls!"
Now you know,why i love my Al-babs.
Thank you girls,Me love you!:)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Is This Our Last Goodbye?
I'm sorry.i've made up my mind.
I gave up.i just can't keep hanging on.
pretending i'm happy when i'm totally not.
putting up a fake smile infront of you.
nahh,i'm can't do that anymore.
you said you'll change but till now,i don't
see any effort put in.you're still the same.
i've done my very best to help you but you
just won't care.can't you see,i cared alot about
you and even keep advising you?
but instead,you keep on giving me empty promises.
you'll never learn.your friends been giving
you advises and try to knock sense into you
but you just won't learn.
i've to brace myself up and tell you all this.
though it hurts alot,i just hafta.
by saying all this,i hope you'll realise and
change for the better.i just can't take it any longer.
maybe in time,you'll change.
just so you know,i'm always here for you.
i think this is the best way to make you realise.
Thanks for everything,i appreciate it.
but sadly,things have to end up this way.:(
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Saturday, July 18, 2009
What a hectic week i had!Pffft.Been busy like mad due to the practice
exam going on.brushing up on my maths
which is like &%^%^%*%*.LOL!
i seriously can't cope anymore.
So many deadlines to meet and so little time.
All the best to me,I'll just do whatever i can.
O'level malay Oral was good.i think i did Okay.
Next up,listening comprehension on wednesday!
Wish me luck,Better dig my ear.HAHA!:D
So as planned,friday karaoke at grandlink
with Mus,Clauds &bf,Cyn and the rest was
fun.i had so much fun singing.sadly,there's
no mimpi manis song so Cyn was upset.haha.
Nvm la,wait i lend you the cd then u karaoke
that song at home okay?hehe.and sorry if
i was very irrtating and keep disturbing you.
you know i know!*Winks*
Sentosa beach with diana on Saturday!
its been along time i went there.
the last time i went there was last year?=_=
syak was working on that day so she can't
follow us to sentosa but we had breakfast
together,did some catching up and off
diana & me to sentosa.sentosa was kinda
crowded due to some events going on so
we didn't stay long.can't stop bitching with
diana about A____C____.HAHAHAHA!
Picture's from diana.I'll upload at my Fb soon!
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Sunday, July 12, 2009
"I'm shaking like anything but i promise
I'm not gonna cry,
I'm not gonna be sad,
I'm not gonna question anything anymore.
I'm sorry though cause i couldn't keep the promises.
Why am i still crying and why am i still sad?"
______________________________________________________*
Everyone makes mistakes,including myself.
I'm not perfect.what more near to perfect?
I've got mood swings that could really irrritate you.
I hurt your feelings without knowing.
its like i don't like this about you and you
don't like that about me.the never-endings
arguements that we had,aren't you sick and
tired of it?Because,I am.I do.
Everything used to be so fine but now it
seems rather complicated.
When was asked;
"Am i still your heartbeat?"
I've no answer to that question of yours.
i don't know how am i to answer.
its like i've lost something in me.
I've got no feeling about it.
I just can't think right now.
i just don't know what's the problem is.
So tell me,what should I do?
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Actual plan for yesterday was karaokeat grandlink but there's last minute plan so i
went out with Benchet,Cynchet and her friend.
waiting for Cynchet to arrive was like
"tunggu buah nak jatuh!" if i'm not wrong,
Benchet and myself waited for her for
about two hours.Pffft.but nvm la,
Cynchet nye pasal so okay la.HAHA!<3>
Went to Dhoby Cathay for the 3D Ice Age movie.
it was O-kay because i got irritated thanks to the 3D glasses.
it feels so uncomfortable wearing the glasses.
still,i enjoyed the movie because the cartoons are C-U-T-E!heeXD
Thanks for the day guys! Can't wait for next friday.
Hoping the plan for friday will not change.:D
My Saturday?
A date with my dearest bitch/bestfriend,Diana.
its been almost 3 months plus since we last went
out together if i'm not wrong.how i miss going out with her.
went to little india as i wanted to eat my masala dosai.*yummy*
off to sungei road,bugis iluma,vivocity.
was looking around for a top but nothing caught my eye.
it feels suck to go out and came home empty handed
while diana manage to get herself a top that she likes.
noooooooot Fair!hmph.
& Dear Diana,though we don't go out as often like
how we used to,you'll always remain in my heart okay.<3>
went to little india as i wanted to eat my masala dosai.*yummy*
off to sungei road,bugis iluma,vivocity.
was looking around for a top but nothing caught my eye.
it feels suck to go out and came home empty handed
while diana manage to get herself a top that she likes.
noooooooot Fair!hmph.
& Dear Diana,though we don't go out as often like
how we used to,you'll always remain in my heart okay.<3>
Its almost 2am right now and i can't get myself to sleep.
Waiting,waiting and waiting.
WAITING FOR WHAT?HAHAHAHAHA!
kay,Goodnight!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, July 9, 2009
I'm feeling very very tired and restless right now.just got back from the railway station there for
dinner and had a chat with my uncle from KL.
i told benchetarghh that i was at the railway station
and he tried to be funny by saying:
"Don't leave me la.i know i did you wrong."
*Not funny,not funny!*Try harder again next time
Okay?Benchetargh chet chet chet!:P
Well,Nothing much happened in school today
besides Maths,maths and mooooore maths
worksheets been given out and needed to be done.
Pfffft,I know.=_=
& oh,not forgetting Al-babs and myself saw
GARRY on our way back home.(inside joke)
Okay goodnight!
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
I love P.E lessons todayyyyyyyyy!i thought choosing soccer was boring as
i wanted to play floorball so much.
the girls prove me wrong.soccer with the
girls just now was funnnnnn.we was shouting
like mad girls especially,ME!hehe.
we formed up a team and of course my team
won.all thanks to me for scoring 3 goals and
1 goal from Eyla.(Bobual cam PRO jer.)Lol!
So who's the scorer for the day? *put up hands*
;"Me,me,me!"HAHAHAHA!
Coach for the day?*LOOK BELOW*
Kay,Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!(HAHAHAHAHAHA!)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Urgh,Guess what?i overslept and was awake by Naqiah's msg
at 7Am.i was like;"eh wth the alarm clock didnt rang?"
knowing that i'm schooling today,my sister didnt even
wake me up.just wanna say "THANKS DEANNA!"=_=
and i just got to know that the alarm clock spoilt.pfft.
I hate Benchetargh for forgetting to reply to my
messages.how could you,how could you!Hmph.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Sometimes i wondered whenever i said i hate you,
do i even meant it?
A good day in school without me?
i miss you girls.:(
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Sunday, July 5, 2009
"I toss and turn laying on my bed as thoughts
tumble through like the wind of a storm,
lost, confused and a little hurt as
I sort through the emotions sweeping through me,
as the pain grips my heart all I can see is your face."
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Saturday, July 4, 2009
"Sorry is such a small insignificant word that people
seem to constantly forget yet always use."
Anything & Everything,Just blame it on me.
I'm totally fine with it.
I tried my very best to prevent any arguments
to happened again between us but it just happened
like,Again and again and again?
All i wanted was for things to be just fine.
I'm not good at handling problems,arguments.
i'll be so stress up and all i can do is just cry.
nothing but just cry.so sad that it hurt so badly.
at times i just felt that maybe i don't worth your
love.i'm just not worth to be love by anyone at all.
Just WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY must shitts
always happened to me?Just WHY?
I'm sick and tired of everything that's happening.
Don't wanna hurt no one anymore.
Would you help me understand?
I beg you please,i want no more of this arguments.
Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in my shoes
And no one knows the things i've been through.
I try to be strong but i end up breaking down.
Stop being a Crybaby,Dania.:(
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Friday, July 3, 2009
Everyone been talking about how goodthe movie "Transformers" was and so
yesterday had a date with my Lil Mummaye.
went to Cathay at dhoby,bought tickets and
off for lunch as there's still plenty of time left
before the movie starts.get some tidbits and
drinks at carefour and rushed for our movie.
The movie Transformers was gooooood.
i love the movie so much though the ending
part wasn't that good.but still,i enjoyed.
there's this part when i laughed out loud
because it was funny.the funnier part was
when i was laughing alone loudly and no one was.
Embarassing,i know!HAHAHAHA!
after the movie,we went to esplanade for the
Beats and Breaks.performance was good too.
i enjoyed my day out with my Lil mummaye alot
minus the part when i had an argument with the boy.
Thanks dearest Lil Mummaye for the lovely day.
I love you so much plus your skinny brittle bones too!heh.
Another movie date soon,Miss Skinny!hee=P
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Its 11pm right now and i'm still not in bed.
Just got back from meeting the two boys
a while ago.they passed by my block and
shouted out my name.sadly,i didn't hear them
so they called me to hang around for a while
since its been a long time since we last met up.
Gahh,i miss them so much.
_____*,was so random and said,
"i miss MJ so much!"
Wth la,and now he's rushing back home to
watch MJ's tribute or wadsoeva on tv.=___=
the two boys crap so much and can't stop
irritate me.as usual,they'll always bully me.
I'll promise we'll go out when i'm free kay.
sorry because i've been too busy to hang around
with you guys.<3
Anyway,earlier on in school.
Al-babs and myself was so stress with maths
as well as art.A few months left and
we gotta hand in our board and preparation work.
Just so you know,we're not prepared at all.
there's still so much things to do.
big board & preparation work are still not done yet.
i can never cope with maths.i'm having lotsa problems
in handling maths questions therefore we stayed back
after school today to ask questions.
On our way to the bus-stop.
Fiqah;"eh look at the clouds!"
Me;"eh faster faster,i scared!i want to go home!"
i wonder why the clouds look so scary just now.
it looks like as if the world is coming to an end.
actually it was nothing just that it was going to rain
that was why the cloud looks so scary.Hahaha!
I know i'm crapping alot and my post doesn't make
sense but well,who cares?its like "Boom Boom Pow!"
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!Al-babs,i love you girls.<3
Okay,Goodnight!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;