Sunday, January 31, 2010
Current mood is worried and paranoid for laterat 10Am is my results for the interview last thursday.
No matter what,i just got to be prepared.
i just don't want another disappointment.
Insyallah,everything will be fine.*Praying hard* :'(
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Friday, January 29, 2010
If he is meant to be yours,he will be yours even if it takes decades for him to be yours.
I know it hurts,to miss someone that
does not miss you in return.
But its the sincerity that counts.
Allah will not test you beyond your cope.
"True love will be justified.in some ways that we might not know or understand."
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Just got back from the course interview and i'mfeeling down right now.the interview sucks big
time because i can feel like they don't want me to
be in that course as they keep asking questions
that kept me thinking what am i to answer.their
questions was difficult to me though i manage to
answer all.For once,i've lost all the confidence in me.
worried is what my heart is filled with.i can't accept
another disappointment in my life.failling my O's
is enough and till today,i'm still upset about it.
i'm too worried that i might not be able to get in
this course.Oh god,please help me.:'(
نورَل افيقاه [NRL AFQ] says;
dont despair yet, you might never know
what can happen. your just thinking too much.
dont worry, have faith you can get that course.
the key to sucess is failure.
Barack Obama:
Making your mark on the world is hard.
If it were easy, everybody would do it.
But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment,
and it comes with plenty of failure along the way.
The real test is not whether you avoid this failure,
because you won't. it's whether you let it harden or
shame you into inaction, or whether you learn from it;
whether you choose to persevere.faith lah have faith!
you did your best for the interview right ?
Thank you bestie,Nurul Afiqah.Love you!
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Yay!Courses results are out and i got my first choice.Was shortlisted for community care & social services.
thank god tmrw's my off day and i'm able to come
down for the interview.hope everything goes well.:)
Anyway,i'm missing my girls so much.we are all busy with our own stuffs.
i miss how close we use to be,every morning
greetings at school,the silly jokes,laughters.
we're all on our own,a new life,new friends.
but one thing for sure,never will i ever forget
you girls for you girls are gifts sent from heaven.
from the bottom of my heart,I Love You.:)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, January 25, 2010
My weekends was very tiring yet fun.was very busy spending every minutes,haha.
Trip to Jb last saturday with kak Diana and
Abang saiful was disappointing because all the
shopping malls was closed due to the sultan's death.
sadly,there's nothing much to shop as only Jusco was
the only mall that was opened.had our lunch there,
walk around and bought some breadtalk's bread home.
thank god i didn't change so much money.Lol!
headed off from there at around 8plus pm.
Reached home,took my shower and off to the sengkang's
new park with my sister,cousins and two friends.
we're like camping there because we brought along 2 sleeping
begs.HAHAHAHA!Damn funny but it comes in handy.heh!
played cards,talk like there's no tomorrow,slept for a while
and went off at around 7.30am.And oh,something scary happened
there that i would not like to elaborate much.i guess that will be my
last time going there,scary shitt!
we reached home,get change and off to sengkang swimming complex.
i swear i was half-dead at that point of time.in fact we all was like
walking zombies.while swimming i actually doze off for a few minutes
as i was very very tired and sleepy.HAHAHAHAHAHA!
was in the pool for barely half-an hour and i get out while they
continued swimming.after swimming went to have our lunch and
went home straight to sleep.ZZZZzzzzzzz!
And all this was actually my plan,me and my crazy ideas!
so tiring but well,it was fun.i did enjoyed myself.HAHAHA!
though i was tired,i still drag myself to work.as usual i'll always sleep during my breaktime.Lol!
after work met up with my dearest bitch,Diana for
movie and dinner.dinner's on her at pastamania.
yum yum,Thanks bitch!watched "its complicated",
and it was funny plus sad story.the story line was okay.
after movie went to tampines1 and off home.
Working morning tomorrow,Gotta sleep.
Goodnight!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Friday, January 22, 2010
Happy 16th Birthday,Deanna Darwina &Happy 11th Birthday Dany Darwis!
Its my beloved siblings birthday today andtheir birthday falls on the same day.
Just wanna wish them a happy birthday
once again.A year older,a year wiser.
don't be naughty and study hard make sure
you both do better than me in everything.
Though i always scold you both,i still love you
both so much.even if you both hates me,deep
down in my heart i'll never hate you.
Love youuuuuuuuuuu!:)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, January 18, 2010
Guess what?i'm sick again and it sucks because
i'll have difficulty breathing and i'm losing
my voice.somehow i sound like some
bapoks or some guys who just broke their
voice.thank god i didn't scare any customers
off.haha!working life really makes me realise
how important money is till i can't afford to
take mc though i'm sick.talking about money,
i'm very pissed off because till now i still haven't
receive my last month's pay.i'm seriously broke!
Anyway i'm loving each and everyone of my friends.heh!
its my off day today and i'm not going anywhere because
i'm sick.i was hungry and home alone so alif,being so sweet
today came over with Ljs right in front of my doorstep.awww.
free delivery!HAHAHA!had our lunch and watched hindustan
at my lappy.then came fyda and her little cute monster.
as always i'll never fail to irritate her and make her cry.
so cuteeeeeee! Eyla also came over after a few minutes
after them. i had a great company during my off day.
Thanks alot guys!<3
I'm not feeling any better,gotta rest!
Goodnight!:)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Friday, January 15, 2010
So does this ring a bell in your head?
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Yesterday was one of the worst day in my life.Yesterday was my first time crying so badly over
my results.Yesterday was such a disappointment.
Yesterday was a letdown.Yesterday i just lost myself.
Yesterday i didn't make my parents proud.
Yesterday i felt like giving up everything cause i could
not accept the fact thati did so badly for my O'levels.:'(
I really hate to say this but,"I failed my O's."
its the fact and i just gotta accept it no matter what.
no matter how much i cried,the fact of me failling my
o'level won't change a thing.right now,all i need is time.
time for me to think what's my next step?
i told myself this;
"Failling is not the end.i've still gotta move on
and continue my education.there's still a chance for me
if i'm willing to work hard.like what my dad say,its okay
i know you've tried your best.you can make me proud in
other area.supports from both my parents is what i need
right now.no matter what my decision is,i need their support
because without them,i'll never be able to make it through this."
_______________________________________________________*
Thank you everyone for your wishes,i appreciate it.
sadly i didnt make it thru to polytechnic.
maybe not now but in time to come.
i'll work hard and i'll prove that i'm able to
overcome this path that i'm going through.
have faith in me.:)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, January 11, 2010
O'level results will be out later at 2pm.i'm very very very very very very nervous
that i can't get to sleep.my eyes just won't shut.
i have no confidence at all i'll make thru this but
i'm just hoping for the best.
Goodluck to all!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, January 7, 2010
"Every single person in this world waits for love in their life.
Some people say love didn't come to them but
it was right in front of their eyes.
Some people wait a lifetiime for true love,
I should know, I'm still waiting for my true love."
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
I'm on morning shift for this week so i've beenwaking up as early as 5am every morning.
its earlier then the time i use to wake up
for school.talking about school,i really miss
school alot.yes,I MISS SCHOOL!hahaha!
i miss wearing my uniform with paints on it
cause of art lessons and i miss wearing my
worned-out school shoes.i bet my girls won't
forget how worned-out their shoes are.Lol!
Gahh,i miss my girlfriends alooooooot.i miss joking with them in class making them
laugh,eating mee soup,P.E lessons,sleeping in
class cause can't be bothered with the lesson,
gossiping about the mats/minahs at school,
i miss them bullying me,the times when we
wanted to gave up cause we can't take it no
more,taking pictures of me sleeping in class,
get held up at school because of art and maths,
how much i hated maths and always give up easily,
the complains from them, i miss how fiqah hated
chemistry,lela stress doing her paper cutting for art,
nabilah with paints all over her uniform,siti and her
syarahan.i miss each and everyone of you.
those happy times.
we've gone through alot together,girls.& friends like you girls are hard to come by.
i cherish each and every moment we had.
the fights and arguments,silly jokes,laughters.
you girls are always the best and had always been
there for me.Therefore,i thank god.:)
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, January 4, 2010
Would you be sad, If you saw me crying?
Would you try, If you knew I was dying?
Would you feel, If you knew I was loving?
Would you come, If you knew that I was going?
Oh,i forget Your Heartless.Correct me if im wrong?
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Friday, January 1, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR!Goodbye 2009,Hello 2010!
How was your new year celebrations?
mine was okay.wasn't really in the mood
to celebrate as plans was cocked up and i
was very pissed off.so i went over to the
usual pub with mum and dad.met up with
the usual people there.it feels like last year's
new year celebration but this time was a little
better.i think i drank alot till i vomited and throw
up everything that i ate.fucking gross loh!=S
my heart was pumping so fast and my head felt
like its gonna burst any sooner so i had to throw up.
drank a cup of warm water and i felt better.
i'm so shagged cause we went back at 7am.
thank god i'm off today but sadly i'm working tmrw.
well,no work equals to no $ so i rather work.haha!
well,everyone's been busy blogging about their
New Year resolutions.what about myself?
hmmm,all i want is to change and be a better person.
achieve my dreams,continue my education regardless
what's the results gonna be like,have some self-confidence
in myself cause i tend to say,"no i can't no i can't",learn
how to control my anger and my EMOtions.Lol!
losing weight,will always be my every year resolutions
but i've never ever achive it.HAHAHAHAHA!
i just want to be happy and enjoy my life.
Lastly,i'm just hoping god will answer my every single
night prayers.
"Even if takes a year,two or more.as long as my heart
is yearning for you and my heart is beating for you.
i'll take the risk and kept holding on."
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;