♥& No one said waiting was easy.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Naive,Stupid,Silly,stubborn.
Hoping for the impossible.
trying to break the unbreakable.

you know everything but u feign ingnorance.
How could you be so,
How could you be so; Heartless.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I'm no more Durian moster because
i've finally get to satisfy my Durians craving.
i've been searching for durians all over sengkang
be it the mall or plaza.i went over to cold storage
at compass point after going to the clinic.
i saw durians and quickly bought a packet.
Yay! and now,my throat hurts.Pffft.
THANKS AH DURIANS!grrrrrrrrrr.

it was raining cats and dogs a while ago
in the noon.such a nice wheather to sleep in.
since i was tired,i slept till maghrib.
woke up still feeling tired.
i don't know why but i feel tired so easily
these few days.if possible i just want to lay
on the bed and sleep.i think my piggy attitude
is back again.all i want to do is sleep sleep sleep.
everytime when i open up my textbook to revise,
i'll tend to sleep.and while i'm typing all this out,
i'm thinking of my BED!HAHAHAHA.
okay,i better be off now to sleep.
Goodnight!

Anyway,Thanks Diana for accompany-ing me to the
clinic just now.sorry to trouble you.
i know you love me,heh.:P

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Maybe in time,you'll change your mind.
I know for sure that what i feel is real SINCERE.
Till now,your still the one i want.

I want nobody,nobody but YOU.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, April 25, 2009

So guess who dated me out yesterday?
Durh,its none other than my silly bitch,Eyla.

our initial plan was to study at Clark Quay
but somehow after reaching there,our plan
to study was cancelled.went to have our
british takeaway at Chippy and headed off
for window shopping.my eyes hurts,my heart
ache and my fingers are itching to buy some
clothes but sadly,i'm broke.Pffft.

Eyla had a smoke break and den we went off
to esplanade.watched some performance there.
the performance was awesome.its been a while
since i last went there as you know esplanade is
always polluted with "youknowwho."
Lucky for us,there's none of the "youknowwho."
yesterday.i was a lil pissed off when i was on my
way home yesterday.i took a bus home from city
hall yesterday and it took me about 1hr to reach
kovan and i had to change to another bus in order
to get home.the bus journey was so long.i thought
it'll be faster.long bus rides just gives me headace.
i'll never bus-ed home again.grrrrrrr.

Oh Oh!
I'm craving for DURIANS,badly.
i saw durians on my way back home in the bus
yesterday.at that point of time,how i wish i could
bring back one home.gahh,nvm.
i just texted mum up a while ago and
asked her to buy me DURIANS!
i think i'll cry if i never get to eat one,TODAY.
because i'm really really really craving for DURIANS.
okay,this durian monster is going crazy.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!:D

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, April 23, 2009

There's no lessons conduct for today
as we graduates had a career talk going on.
i really find the career talk very useful as
it give me the opportunities to know more
about where am i to go after getting my O'levels
results.One thing for sure,my aim is not to enter
any polytechnic.

yes,silly right?
what's the point of taking O's when i don't
even want to aim for poly.my reason being
is,i can't do maths and science.i am sure i'm
not gonna get good grades for both and i just
want an O'level certificate that qualifies
me into a Nafa or maybe shatec.some of my
us went to shatec just now for a visit to know
more about the courses there and to look around.
Somehow the courses there is not too bad.i might
consider Shatec after my O's.i heard the diploma
in shatec is recognise.Hmm,as long as i can manage
to find a good job with a good salary after my diploma,
I'm happy with it."Diploma in hotel management?"the
fees of the diploma course sure cost a Bomb.*Pop eyes*

okayokay,back to earth.
i'll start thinking about all this after i'm
done with the fregging O's.^__^
anyways,thank god tmrw is friday.
Anyone wants to "DATE" me out for a
movie or dinner?heh.*winks*
oryte,i'm feeling so shagged right now.
gotta go have my beauty sleep.
Goodnight!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Yay!
i'm half-done with my mannequin.
like at last i manage to glue the thick metals
up together and thanks to izyani for
lending me the glue gun.

since my girlfriends and i are left with
a few more months to go before deadline,
we've been extra hardworking and stayed
back for art till 5.30pm today.tiring yet fun?
listening to music in my handphone and sing
out loud in order to keep myself entertained.
stopped my artwork at once when 2 hotguys walked
past us,can't stop looking.i don't know why
but fiqah so so so mentel today.we kept looking
at them till one of them almost came heading
towards us.this part so funny,all like sotong
concentrate on their own stuffs.HAHAHAHA!

anyways,i just hate the sight of this particular person
and to my surprise one of my close friend also hates her.
what an coincidence.i don't know why but the sight of her
just irks me.too bad we gotta board the same boat with
her till o's are done.Now,go firgure out who?HAHA!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, April 20, 2009

I'm dead beat as for the past
friday,saturday and sunday i was at my cousin's
place.though it was tiring,i had so much fun
minus the part when a particular person just
had to spoil my mood.Pffft.

anyways,the wedding went on smoothly.
i had so much fun on saturday night playing
taboo with cousins,aunties and uncles plus
the loud laughters and reactions on their faces.
karaoke-ed like as if it was my concert,Lol.
damn,it was so funny.i just can't stop laughing.
and Oh,i'm in love with the black and red deco.
wait till i get married okay.HAHAHA!

i was reluctant to go to school today as i was very
tired.but i dragged myself to school to save myself
from my parents nagging.i just hate listening to
people naggings coz i tend to answer them back.
been very cranky today but thank god i have a
circle of understanding friends.

Just so you know;
Till now,everything still remains the same.
my feelings stay the same way,keep hoping like
i always do,never-ending prayers.
Goodbye and Goodnight!

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, April 19, 2009

My hectic Schedule is back again!
everything seems so fast and rushing for
the past few days.with mid-year exams nearing
in just two weeks time.hell no,i'm not prepared for
exams at all.Pfffft.

anyways,i had a last minute dinner date at Fish&Co
with maisarah yesterday.it was so last minute okay.
i was busy at school doing my art when she text me up.
actually we're wanted to watch "17 again" but due to
the timing slot that was too late,we decided to give it a
miss and went for dinner at Fish&Co.dinner was niceeee.
its been quite some time since i last ate fish&Co.had some
heart to heart talking session with her and i went off to khatib,
headed to cousin's house to meet mum.

gahh,its saturday and i just came back from school.
had science practice exam and i swear i didnt know
how to do all the questions.yes,blame me for not studying.
i just can't be bothered.so tired so much to think about.Tsk.
i'm actually suppose to get myself redy now before mum comes
back from the clinic as we gotta go off for cousin's wedding.
i'll better go get redy now.
Goodbye and enjoy your weekends!:D

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, April 18, 2009

HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY!

I LOVE YOU,MUM.:D

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I've been very very very busy lately
to update my blog.
i always have the urge to blog but time
doesn't allow me to.hah.
so many things to blog about,yet so lilttle time.
now that i've got the chance to do so,i'll make
full use of this time to blog a proper post.

so hey,last weekend was great.
was spent over at my cousin's place
and saturday movie date with eyla.
i had lotsa fun last weekend and looking
forward for this coming weekend as it'll
be one of my cousin's wedding.needless to
say,i'm always looking forward for every weekends.
Now,who don't?*roll eyes*

School been taking up most of my time.
i told myself,never complained even how tired i am.
as for now,i've been busy doing my art O'level coursework
which is killing me.it uses man power and as a teenage girl,
i've got not much strength to twirl and cut those thick wires.
thank god there's some kind souls who helps me.
everytime i walked passed by my N'level coursework which
is placed at the school's art gallery,i'll tell myself,"if i can finished
up that at the very last minute,why can't i finished this up when
i started even earlier."pesevere,extra effort and hardwork,Got it!

Just so you know,i'm feeling so shagged right now.
been yawning countless time.
i need my beauty sleep like,please.
i'll be off for now.
Goodnight!:D

*I just don't know what to do next.
i've given my best.
tell me WHY?

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Stay-Sugarland

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying,
praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone
And I'll be crying

And I'll be begging you, baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I'm dying

What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

You keep telling me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and
I'm tired of waitingIt's too much pain
to have to bear
To love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

I can't take it any longer
But my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
So next time you find you wanna
leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay
I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
You can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay, yeah
_______________________________________________*

I sat down and listen to this beautiful piece of music
and it got me mesmerized.
try browsing thru the lyrics and you'll know what i meant.
Anyways,Have a great weekends people!:D

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I had a very bad dream yesterday.
a dream that i hope that it won't happened at all.
a dream that i fear might happened for real.
and i even cried like mad in that dream.
after all its just a,DREAM.

Without realising,it seems like my hope is
growing deeper day by day.and if this continues,
i'll end up harming myself.i gotta take charge of
my own feelings before falling even more deeper.
Now,tell me HOW?

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

I'm not at my best mood.Ya git?

I'm down with flu and slight fever.
all this thinking and missing is making me sick.
mum and dad been very naggy this few days.
i hate it when mum doesn't trust me and accusing
me of lie-ing.there's no school tmrw due to speech day
and she said i'm lie-ing.Wth,i just couldn't be bothered.
i've never lied to you and there you go accusing me.
for your info this isn't the first time okay.you just love
accusing me.oh well,maybe in your eyes i'm just a useless
kiddo.whatever okay.i can tolerate anything else except for
being accused.

Urgh,one more thing.
There's just so many things that i think
you ought to know.but how am i to tell you.
What more can i do,i've tried my very best.
*be strong dania,be strong*

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Monday, April 6, 2009

For you are the one who once appeared in my
dreams even before i knew you.
Just an image of someone who looks exactly like you.
Words of what people say doesn't stop me from all this.
I'm still strong and holding on.
wanna know why?

"Its all because of You."

Goodnight!:D

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Somehow i got this feeling that your reading
my blog.i don't know why but my heart says so.
or maybe your gonna find out about my blog any
sooner.Oh well,why should i worry.
isn't it good if you happened to read my blog.
den you'll know how obsessed and sincere i am.
if only you understand how i feel.

Call me crazy or wadsoeva.i just can't stop.
can't stop thinking,can't stop missing,
can't stop recalling back the times when we
used to talk on the phone for hours,those silly
messages,those laughter of yours,you calling me
names which i don't like and keep irritate me.
awww,how i miss that.;(

I'm always praying and hoping for the best.
If you happened to read this,not to worry
coz no one knows that i'm talking about you.
Just so you know i miss you like Crazy.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Finally its weekends!

so yesterday diana and me planned up a
last minute surprise for shark as it was her birthday
on the thursday and we could not celebrate it with her.
it goes like this,since shark is working at vivo,diana and
me came over there.shark was clueless that diana was
also there.what she knows was,i'm going to fetch her
after work and a chit-chat session over at starbucks.
we bought a dozen donuts instead of a cake.went to daiso
to get candles and quickly find a place at starbucks.
we was rushing and i was very kanchiong.Lol.

while waiting for shark's msg,diana and me prepared
the stuffs and took some pictures.i went to wait outside of
her workplace as soon as she finished her worked.
while on the way walking to stabucks,i msg diana to light up
the candles and i blindfold shark.she was reluctant at first
but den i asked her to shut-up and blindfold her.haha!
walked her to starbucks and ask her to sit.everyone was
looking at us and i can't stop laughing.i open the blindfold
and she was shock to see diana,donuts and candles!
oh oh,guess what?She CRIED!awwwww.HAHAHA!
i guess she must felt touched by what we did.
i'm happy that you appreciate what we did,bestfriend.
just so you know we both love you manyak manyak horr!:D

anyways,my saturday sucks like %^$^&%&*&
i stayed at home one whole day.
doing nothing besides,watching hindustan and going online.
wahlauuuuuu,total boredoom!
i make sure next weekend gonna be fun.
boo-hoo!

*Missing you like crazy is so not FUN!;(

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Thursday, April 2, 2009

"He is not a life,He is a blessing."

Yes.Bear that in mind,Dania.
Eventough my heart yearns for you and your my energy,
but i can't let it all go to you.
Count your blessings,Dania.
You don't know what god have in store for you.

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I don't have patience.

I'mma person who gives up easily.

But when it comes to You,its different.

I'll Wait,Waiting and still waiting.

Why Oh Why?

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

And i told myself,"Patience Dania Patience"
Miracle might happened,You never know.
God is always there to hear my prayers.:)

yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;