Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Dear Whoever,Everyone has their own past,including myself.
if you can't get over someone,then don't lie.
you can't lie when it comes to feelings.
Don't carry on a relationship when your heart
is not beating for the person whom you're with now.
you'll hurt yourself as well as your patner.
you'll feel guilty when your with someone
whom you don't even think of every single day.
contacting the girl whom you love behind your
girlfriend's back.your girlfriend is clueless
about this.how will she feel if she knows about this?
one day,sooner or later,she'll find out.
and what do you take the girl for?
someone who could be there for you,a spare tyre?
she'll be the third party in this situation.
she got a life to go through.all she wanted was
for you to understand her situation.if only you could,
everything will be just fine.like how it used to be.
happiness,everytime i pierce through her eyes.
and Now?
everytime i pierce through her eyes,
all i saw was tears of sadness,hurt,putting up
a fake smile.the broken-hearted girl........
Make a wise decision.
Stop turning back because it hurts.
_________________________________*
So sad that it hurts so badly.
I feel you.I'm scared.
that's prolly why the reason....
Cookies & Cream ice-cream,please?
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, June 29, 2009
Tired and sleepy.its raining right now,nice weather to sleep in.
maybe in a while,after i'm done.
How was school?
sucks alot with the H1N1 going on because as
soon as i reached the school gate,
i saw many people queing like queue for 4D.
the back gate wasn't opened,many questions was
asked:"sick,cough,fever,travel anywhere?"
their priceless expression made me laugh when
they was asking all that questions.HAHA!
timetable was in a mess,temperature taking,
ending up with only 2 periods of maths lessons
for the whole day in school today.wth right?Tsk.
i'm so irrtating today in class for no reason.
irritating like "Boom Boom Pow!"HAHAHA!
anyways,i met up with mum at plaza and
accompany her to the clinic as she was not feeling
well.had Cheesefries over at Kfc and went home.
was telling mum what happened earlier on in
school and she laugh like hell.Lol.
Mum's laughter + Mine= Irritating nak mampos!
HAHAHAHAHAHA! Love you mother.:D
*i'm sick and tired of the never ending arguments.
is it possible if we don't argue every single day.
would't it be good if everything is fine like how it used
to be.No arguments between us.everything's fine for now.
Yay! A change in you will change everything,trust me.
I <3 you,Baby!:P
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Booooooooooooooo!I'm enjoyed my friday and sunday alot.
i went out with my dearest Al-babs,Wawan and Zoe.
i've got stomach craps all thanks to Wawan for his
lame stupid jokes that make me laugh like one crazy bitch.
so we went penin as fiqah wanna get some stuffs there,
Lunch at Marina's Ljs and lastly Sheesha at Haji lane.
Fiqah and Zoe went home while Eyla,Wawan and myself
went over to Punggol marina and met up with mum and dad.
Drinks,Convos,Karaoke and went off at around 4am.
i hope you both enjoyed yourself.shall go there again aite.:D
*PICTURES!*
(http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=131264&id=601770931&l=d5405267d4)
As for sunday,more like a shopping day for me!
my dearest Uncle and Aunty dated me out.
went to Vivo to meet up with them.bought two tops
from Forever 21.pretty tops and i can't resist.HAHA!
Lunch at Pastamania.*yummy*(i'm craving for it right now!)
last stop was dhoby ghaut,cathay.
went to Leftfoot and they got me a pair of Vans shoe.
was so happy as i've been eyeing on that shoe for quiet
some time.Finally,nyehehe!:P
they spent on me alot.but its okay because its once a while.
Thank you,i love you both!<3
Anyways,Say GOODBYE to holidays and say HELLO to school!
school's re-open tomorrow and i'm so not looking for it.
waking up as early as 6am.Urgh,lazy laaaaaaaaaah.=_=
what can i do.just a few more months and i'm done.weee~
Oryte,gotta go pack my bag and Zzzzzzz.hehe.
Goodnight!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
*Coughs*Gahh,my throat hurts alot thanks to
the durians that i ate.i can't resist the smell
of durians.my favourite!haha.
anyhoooose,i just came back from Jb a while ago.
a short visit to my mummy's house as its been
a while since i last went there.if only the holidays
are extended then i can stay over for a few days.
sadly,school re-open next monday right?=__=
& not forgetting,i brought some durians home!heh
okay,gotta go shower and rest.
Practice exam tomorrow,me and my girls
are so not ready.HAHAHAHA!
Goodnight!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Clarke Quay with my dearest womans/Al-babs!it was a last minute plan.
i called eyla up yesterday and asked
her if we could meet up today as
its been quite some time since i last met
up with her and at the same time i need
someone to share my problems with.
at the very last minute my dearest babi,
nurul afiqah decided to joined so yea,it
was the Al-babs meet up!Lol.(not funny!)
Subway for lunch and fried mars ball for Fiqah.
we sat down by the river outside the mall and
did some catching ups.
Pictures in my Facebook!
(http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=130183&id=601770931&l=3a6c0784e3)
Thank you for lending me
your ears and listen to my problems.
Its always fun plus full with laughters
everytime i'm with my Al-Babs!
with them around,i'm always smilling,
laughing and happy.
i thank god for they are the one who
always cheer me up and been there for
me through good and bad times.
Never-ending friendship.
I love you girls!<3
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, June 22, 2009
I want to go out to town or anywhere.I want a movie date.
I want a dinner date.
I want to go karaoke.
I want to go to the beach.
Oh,how i miss.
So random,i know.
Now who's with me?
HAHAHAHA.
Currently chatting with Crappy Crab.
its been a long time since we last chatted.
you guys should see this.
he looks like a primary school kid!Lol.
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Something just not right.right here,right now.
is it me or is it you?
I don't know why but i've been feeling
uneasy since the day i got back.
just what went wrong.
what's up with this feeling of mine.
i'm not happy,i'm not smilling at all.
i'm not okay,i need a shoulder to cry on.
don't ask me why because i've no answer to it.
all i want to do now is cry.
Tsk.
I'm sorry,Goodbye.
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Doesn't mean you'll end up with the one you love.And all that i ever asked for is.........
Everything happens for a reason.
Just let Time decided Fate.
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
I'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaaack! how was my holiday?
i must say it was fun.
its been years since i last took an aeroplane.
Scary okay.thank god,i'm okay.haha.
now that i'm back in s'pore,i kinda miss
bali.its so relaxing over there.
- Shop till i go crazy.[Sales!]
- Singing St12 songs in uncle ferry's car.
- Uncle Ferry's lame jokes that make us all laugh.
- Bikini and sun-taning at kuta beach.[Fat cannot use bikini ah?!]
- Surfing with Tony the beach boy and i can't even stand.[Lol!]
- Swimming in the pool and played badminton.
- Delicious food.[Gained;(]
- Bar by the beach,star-gazing,karaoke.
- Watching the Sunset.
i enjoyed myself so much okay.
i would love to go to Bali again for a holiday.
and next time round i'm gonna bring extra $.HAHA!
ma,not enough laaaaaaaaaa.:P
sadly,i didnt take much pictures as you know my
handphone is spoilt.A few will do aite.
Facebook-Holiday in Bali.
"http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=129033&id=
601770931&l=499f017141"
Right now,I'm at my aunt's crib as i
just got back from Bali at 4am just now.
my body is aching all-over.
i'm so tired.i need to rest.
i need my beauty sleep.
but my evil oink-oink keep disturbing me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!:P
Miss you babi.eh salah baby.Lol.
Gotta go,Byeeeeeeeeeee!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Friday, June 12, 2009
Hmm,after all those studying and stressing out.the best way to release my stress is to go on a holiday.
I need a break,baby!
I'll be off to Bali for Holiday on the 13th-17th.
WILL BE BACK SOON!
*_____________________________________
Dear Baby,i'm gonna miss you so so much.
please do takecare of yourself while i'm away.
Love youuuuuuuuu!:D
Gf's,i'll miss you girls too!<3
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Ahhhh,it feels so good to let everything out.at least i don't have to feel guilty keeping
something from someone i love.
Love,i know you're disappointed with me.
but just so you know,never once i've used you.
Till now,i still have trouble getting over _______.
I'm still trying my very very best.
yes,its difficult for me.my heart just can't bear
to do so but still i know i gotta do it.
i know i can but it takes time.
everything takes time and i hope you'll understand.
I'm sad or should i say very very sad?
my heart just can't bear to do so but i just gotta
stop clinging on the past.i gotta change for the better.
i got to forget all this shitts if i want things between me and Love
to work out.same goes to you too,Love.
YOU,gotta do your part too.YOU, got to Change.
Cry and let everything out.
Just like how i used too.*Sigh
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Monday, June 8, 2009
School was mundane today.plus Eyla didnt turn up for school.Pfft.
But still,i had fun making Fiqah irritated.
i don't know why lessons today are just
plain boring.i didnt really pay attention in
class at all.hopefully,only for today.heh.:P
so after school went over to yishun and met
up with Love,Clauds and Faruq.
finally i bought my transparency for my art.
and then went to find a place to sit somewhere
around that area.somehow i think i talk alot
today.its good at least i didnt keep quiet and
talk less like how i used to.shy whaaat!
Now,i not shy redy uh Clauds.HAHAHA!
I'll see you guys soon oryte.
oh oh,mum's been rather naggy nowadays
prolly because i've been going out alot.
like hello its H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S!
and i don't even think i enjoyed my holiday
so much.urgh,school every single day.
Once again,i need a BREAK!=_____=
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Gahh,i'm so shagged.
my friday and saturday was fun.
its been quite some time since i last
enjoyed myself.as you people know that
i'm very busy with school every single day.
I need a break!
Friday-out with the classmates to Mind cafe,
dhoby with Eyla,Haji Lane with Eyla and Wawan
and last stop was an hour of karaoke session with them
over at Grandlink.my very first time there okay!Lol.
Saturday-A date with Love.
went over to cathay my all time favourite
place to watch movies.like finally i get to watched
the 3D Monsters Vs Aliens.i had so fun much minus the
(shall not mention part).thanks so much for the day,Love.
Remember every single word that i told you yesterday okay?
you know i'm always here for you through good and bad times.
I Love You manyak manyak!:P
i'm over at pearl 's house right now.
gotta do some catching ups as we both are
busy with school.just a few more months and
i'm done with O's.Yay!
Update soon-est!
Enjoy your weekends!
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Urgh,i felt like i just gave up on somethingwhich i wanted badly.at the same time,
i felt like i just let the person who wanted
me in it down.i know the many been looking
forward for me to be in it.but sorry,i decided
to give it a miss because i think there's just
something else which is much more important
and i won't benefit anything from it.
if i could turn back the clock,i'll go.
but than,i've got something much much
more important to do.nvm,there's
more to come.i made a wise decision.
No regrets now,Dania.
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;
Yay!*shake leg*I'm done with my Malay O's
thank god the paper was manageable.
just hoping i'll get an A2 or at least B3.
Say goodbye to malay intensive and
say HELLO to the 2 weeks of intensive.
Okay,*YAWNS!* =____________=
my siblings are enjoying each and every
single day of their holidays.& What about me?
i've to go back to school just like normal school
days.but nahh,its okay.i'm willing to sacrifice for
the sake of my major O's!hehe.
i don't know why but i'm so hyper in school today.
i kept disturbing Fiqah and Eyla.
and to you two girls,please don't say like that
i hate it because never would i forget you girls.
without you girls,would i be looking forward
for school every single day?
would i be laughing like one mad girl?
who would i share lame jokes with?
who wants to give me a wake up call
when we're having classes on weekends?
who am i to argue with over small and silly issues?
Seeeeeeeee,you girls meant so much to me okay!
Sayang koraaaaaaaaaang la Al-Babs!HAHAHA!:D
yours faithfully,dania darwisyah ;