`i have ta be strong.

photo-taking with the girls
was fun.we enjoyed it alot.
did a light make-ups as told
by teacher.changing time was
farnie.yaya,dun laugh at me
please.LOL.
pictures tmrw aite.
smth wrong with the photo
uploader.grrrrrrrrr

there's something that i just gotta
let out.maybe after letting it
out i felt much betta.
imma type of person who
does'nt really shows that i'm sad
or having a problem.My friends
see me as a cheerful,lively and
problems-free person.they don't
know what i'm going through .
seriously,i had enough of hearing
and seeing.i tried ta ignore everything
but i just can't.i can't possibly close
my eyes and hoping when i open my
eyes everything will turn out okay.
i have ta face everything myself.
i tried ta be strong.i look strong
but i'm not.i;m just putting on an
act,i hid it aside.i dunwanna let
people know.only my close friends
know what i'm going through.
Like fiqah said"u gotta be strong.we'll
be here for you,dania."i'm seriously
touched by what u said earlier on.
only god can help me.
i seriously had enough.
i could'nt hang on any longer if this continues.
i'm gonna be like one crazy girl soon.
Allah,u gotta help me.

bye.
not going school.
no mood.