where am i to pour out my feelings?
the feelings that i have towards you all this while?
its very difficult for me to tell the truth about
this feelings.worried what if you couldn't
accept the feelings that i had for you.
then,i'll feel rejected.
how am i to go through all this,
when i love you wholeheartedly.
it's not easy for me to forget you as
you're like everything to me.
oh god,i pray,you could open the door
to your heart for me.don't let your fears conquer
you.don't make me feel dissapointed
and heal the wound in my heart all by myself.
Just so you know,all this while,
I Love You.

This is some malay lyrics
which i had translate it to english.
i find it very meaningful and somehow
this suits my love life.
i may say i had a crush on this oh-so-called guy
but that is just a lie.its just to make myself
feel happy.but the fact is,every night you
got me thinking about you.once,i was so so
close to you.now,where are you?
though its been a few years,
till now,i still can't forget about you.
and i swear,i love you still.
i guess,i'm stuck to love you forever.

-First rose-